Tuesday, December 20, 2011
The Advent of Grace
Grace-unmerited favor.
As we experience the Advent Season, we focus on the grace of God that was given through the birth of Jesus, the Christ. As we reflect on how Jesus came to be born, we find that we have little understanding of God's purposes and how he effects our redemption through them. We are left to read His word and trust in His love.
Isn't that how grace always is? Are not His purposes usually a mystery to us? How often do we pray for days, weeks, years, with seemingly no answer? Only in retrospect do we see that God's grace has slipped quietly into our lives, answering our prayers as quietly and unobtrusively as the birth of a baby in a stable. Our prayers were for an outcome; His purposes included the process.
Praying for a change in heart that that I knew I was powerless to achieve, I found after years of prayer the change had been miraculously accomplished. I do not understand His purpose in making me wait. I know that part of the delay was my own failure to humble myself to Him. I also know that He waited long enough for me to be certain that my change of heart was His grace and not my doing; He receives the glory, and I trust Him more than ever.
We had no choice in the timing of Jesus' birth. His birth and death and resurrection were collectively unmerited favor delivered to those who mostly did (and do) not recognize their need. That grace is offered with extraordinary patience to all who have been called to receive it, and given to all who accept it.
Daily grace, the grace that changes the way we think and act, that changes the way we love our neighbor, treat our children, value our wives, do our acts of service, even how we do the menial tasks of daily life, is given in the same mysterious way. It is offered to all who have been called to receive it, and given to all who accept it.
We receive daily grace in the same manner that we receive Jesus: we recognize our need, humbling ourselves and acknowledging our powerlessness to do what only God can do, and asking for His deliverance, both in our salvation, which is complete, and in our sanctification, which is an unending process growing out of daily renewal in His Word.
The Advent of Grace is a River, flowing from the throne of God to us.
Thanks you, Father God, for the gift of Your Son, and for the daily, eternal flow of grace from Your throne into our lives. Amen.
Saturday, September 24, 2011
Necessarily Incomplete:Thoughts on Repentance, Love, and Forgiveness
What a glory He sheds on our way!
While we do His good will, He abides with us still,
And with all who will trust and obey.**
Wednesday, July 27, 2011
Daily Crossings
Sunday, June 26, 2011
At the Foot of the Cross
Sunday, May 29, 2011
Keeping the Present in His Presence
Sunday, April 10, 2011
Justice for All
For the fetus, though enclosed in the womb of its mother, is already a human being, and it is a monstrous crime to rob it of the life which it has not yet begun to enjoy. If it seems more horrible to kill a man in his own house than in a field, because a man's house is his place of most secure refuge, it ought surely to be deemed more atrocious to destroy a fetus in the womb before it has come to light. John Calvin
We are a people that value liberty, who prize the freedom of the individual to exercise his or her own decisions within the boundaries of the laws of our nation. But what do we do when those laws deprive a segment of our population of their inalienable human rights? You might say we defend those people, but...
It has not always been that way. For many decades we condoned the slave trade, as did our English friends before the time of Wilberforce. For nearly a decade we allowed a fascist government in Europe to kill and imprison millions of people on the basis of religion and only became involved when the economic effects on our merchant ships, and the military aggression of Japan prompted our response. For decades after slavery was abolished, we diminished a race in our country through all manner of degrading laws and cultural rules.
I said it has not always been that way. In truth, it is still not that way. In the years of slavery, greed clouded people's moral vision and passivity by the unaffected perpetuated the injustice. In the years preceding WWII, our isolationist views, brought on by the terrible memories of WWI, overrode the need to intervene to protect the Jews and allowed an evil dictator to solidify his power until it was almost too late. Now, we ignore another "nation" of humans who live amongst us, bound not by nationality but by their common residence and their common fate.
We allow their human rights to be trampled; we insure that they are not protected, that their rights to life, liberty and the pursuit of happiness never see the light of day. We stand by, numb to their plight just as whites were numb to black slavery, just as common German citizens, free Europe, and the U. S. ignored the development of the holocaust.
Except, in our case, we are not ignorant, just numb, morally dulled and therefore without defense. We know that millions of humans have died and that many more are dying daily. We are abhorred at cruelty to animals, yet a human can be quietly dismembered while otherwise thinking, seemingly morally upright people, stand by and defend the perpetrator's right to murder and applaud the mother's privilege of "choice".
We do not see the expressions of pain, we do not hear the screams, for their lungs are not filled with air. When they inhale, they breathe in the salt water of their world, the ocean of protection intended to help their mother shield them from the early traumas of the world. They cannot defend themselves; there is nowhere to run; the person intended to be their greatest defender has, sometimes coldly, sometimes in ignorance, sometimes in desperation and misguided compassion, and sometimes just inexplicably, decided to end their life--before their eyes can see, before their ears can hear anything beyond muffled sounds, before their sense of smell can be exercised, before their sense of taste can know something besides salt, and before they can touch or be touched in love.
We rightfully condemn the Klan for killing hundreds of African Americans over the course of a century. Yet we are silent as, in each four day period that passes, the number of African-Americans killed legally equals that of all of the Klan's century of evil. Minorities, Black and Hispanic, are disproportionately represented among victims of abortion, yet the civil rights of those lives are not defended. The government sanctions the killing to which the parents have consented.
I am culpable. I have spent the first 61 years of my life, 39 of them after Roe vs. Wade and 34 of them caring for those who are alive but ill at birth , turning a blind eye to the atrocity of abortion, not in favor of it, but, like most folks, too busy with life to focus on what it really means, to really think about the unthinkable of humans being torn apart before they can even see the beauty of the world around us. I have intellectualized, rationalized, sympathized, but I have done nothing.
No more. To the limited extent that this personal record is public, this is a declaration of intent: I intend to do all within my limited abilities, as God provides me with ability and the means, and within the years I have left to turn the tide; to move our culture back towards a culture of life because God is the Author of all life, and if He said "it is good", then who are we to decide to prevent it or end it. Help me; pray for me; pray for your own involvement if you feel moved.
A man trying to push a mountain appears foolish; yet Jesus said if we have the smallest amount of faith we can move mountains. Let us exercise our faith in the protection of the unprotected, and give justice to those who cannot seek it on their own. The task may seem impossible, but our God is the God of the impossible.
Use your imagination to see what abortion really is! Fight against the kind of social stupor that gripped Nazi Germany – the feeling that the problem is so huge and so horrendous and so out of our control that I just can't be wrong to let it be. Use your imagination to see and feel what is really happening behind those sterile clinic doors. If you could see each little handiwork of God and what it looks like when it is being crushed or poisoned or starved, you would say, this can’t be happening. Civilized people do not do this! The children will not be saved and God’s work will not be reverenced without an act of sustained sympathetic imagination. Otherwise it is out of sight out of mind – just like Dachau, Buchenwald, Belsen, and Auschwitz. It just couldn't be happening and so we act as if it isn't. John Piper
Abba, Father. I am committed, with You and whomever reads this as my witness. Thank You for Your love and Your gift of purpose. Amen.
Thursday, March 3, 2011
Securitas and Desperatio*
(Between the Devil and the Deep Blue Sea)**
I received word that my brother-in-law’s brother, a good man and a kind mind, had passed away. His family was sad and I was sad for them. Yet there was another emotion that rose up in that time of grief over a lost friend.
I am not certain that I can fully characterize the emotion. The closest I can come to labeling my feelings is to admit that they contain an element of envy, a longing to be like the saint who has passed over to new life, borne not of depression but of a desire for relief from the path we walk in this life.
We travel a life-long road that has as its boundaries the sins of pride and desperation—the Devil and the Deep Blue Sea.
Saved by grace yet living in this fallen state, we are persistently tempted to a kind of pride that leads the non-believer away from grace and leads the believer to become a casual saint—one who knows about grace but devalues it so that an incautious life and a calloused spirit become tolerable. We become secure in our sin.
The other boundary, desperation, tempts us to look perpetually inward, and backward, and even in a perverse way, forward. We know our past mistakes, we dwell on them, we even dread making them again, knowing that sooner or later we will be weak in whatever realm our souls are habitually weak. We become desperate, but our desperation does not send us to confession and repentance but to the altar of pride where we pronounce ourselves beyond hope.
We travel most peacefully when we look to the end of the road and see Who welcomes our approach. We travel most treacherously when our feet slip into the ditch, pulling us toward temporal destruction, or perhaps as I am now doing, placing a coveted eventuality above His will for me in the present. I make an idol of eternity or a point in time instead of worshipping the God Who gave us time and eternity.
Like Peter, whose brief ecstasy in walking on the waves rapidly changed to panic when he took his eyes off Jesus, we live an entire life buoyed by His gaze or, if not, looking away to sin.
So, there will be relief when the path is at its end, when we are done walking to Jesus, resting in His arms; and moments like these, where one we love has gone ahead, bring a mixture of sadness and wishing to be farther along the path ourselves, beyond the temptations of pride and desperation, beyond the Devil and the Deep Blue Sea.
Thank you, Lord, for being there, for not only being at the end of the path, but for giving us Your Comforter to walk beside us and guide us in the daily walk. Amen.
*from Creation and Fall Temptation—Dietrich Bonhoeffer
**from His expedition with the worthy Scots regiment called Mac-keyes—Robert Monro
Saturday, February 12, 2011
Corruption
Tuesday, January 11, 2011
Glory
In this passage and in others, particularly those associated with Moses in the wilderness, God's presence is presented as an incalculable source of energy and light, so powerful that humans could not survive its effects. That makes sense when one considers that the same God whose Presence created such fear and care among the Israelites was the God who initiated the Big Bang we read about in science.
If God can speak and have the universe explode into being from nothing, if he can create an intensely dense particle and then, exerting His infinite energy, cause that particle to expand into the growing universe in which we dwell, then is it so surprising that the power that surrounds His Presence when He makes Himself visibly present to man could be lethally overwhelming?
Scientists are increasingly aware of facts that support a beginning event several billion years ago, an event from which our universe has come. Most philosophers who study the possible origins of that beginning agree that there had to be a cause for the effect. They debate as to whether that cause was a personal God, an impersonal god, or some other force, but fewer and fewer espouse the idea that the universe is self-creative or self-existence, both intrinsically illogical ideas.
If the universe was begun by a single action, and that is what scientifically appears to be the case, then something or someone had to preexist that beginning to set things in motion. Because time began with the creation of the universe, that something or someone would of necessity be eternal in nature.
If that person or thing can create with a single act what we see all around us, above and below us, in the precise manner to have it all continue to exist and not collapse, knowledge of physics beyond our comprehension would have to have existed, for the room for error was essentially non-existent according to modern calculations on timing and rates of expansion. A tiny fractional difference in either direction and the universe would have collapsed back into dense matter or disappeared into the granddaddy of all explosions.
If a planet with the capability of sustaining life is so improbable as to defy any random chance of its occurrence, located precisely in the Milky Way, our galaxy, in a manner that gives our solar system a view unique among solar systems, one which allows our scientists to study the universe and arrive at proof of beginning events, does that not imply the creative energy of an intelligent person who wants us to discover the "how", but more importantly the "Who" of the Creation.
Scientists generally agree that there have been no new species since the beginning of recorded time. Alterations in species have occurred and species have disappeared, but no purely new species have appeared. The God Who created for six "days" and rested on the seventh, is still God of the Seventh, the "day" in which we live. He most often speaks with a "still, quiet voice", sustaining His Creation with the enormous energy at His disposal: He causes our hearts to beat, our minds to process thought, our cellular factories to turn substrate into energy, our souls to seek someone or Someone outside of ourselves as a source of Authority.
When one considers that the unimaginable amount of life and energy it takes to sustain the universe, to sustain life on this planet, to sustain life in each of our loosely bound amalgams of chemical compounds we call bodies, is it so surprising that He might need to shelter us from a direct view of Himself as God the Father.
Yet He loves us and desires for us to know His love. So he divested Himself of that incredible majesty, was born in dishonoring circumstances, lived a pure and perfect human life, subjected Himself to terminal injustice, and overcame death to show us the way to live with Him in all His glory, where we will stand in His Presence and not die or be afraid, but in awe, will see Him as only those made pure and perfect through His power are allowed to see Him.
I pray that anyone who reads this will know God and know His Son, will accept the power of the Spirit He has sent to reside within us, God in us, and will allow God to be sovereign in their lives, so that, in death, as we go to Him, or if we are still on earth at His coming, we will stand in loving awe and behold the full display of His power without suffering harm or being afraid. Thanks be to God, Amen.
Suggested reading: Why I Am a Christian: Leading Thinkers Explain Why They Believe, Edited by Hoffman and Geisler
Defending Your Faith: An Introduction to Apolgetics; R. C. Sproul